I heard this song on a movie a while ago. I liked the little bit I heard on the movie.
What do you think about this song?
Yeah…this is me!
The owl is the symbol of the feminine, the moon and the night. The owl is the bird of magic and darkness, of prophecy and wisdom.The owl is associated with Athena. An owl totem gives you the power to extract secrets. Meditate on the owl and things will be revealed. Listen to its voice inside of you. You will hear not what is being said by others, but what is hidden. You can detect subtleties of voice that others cannot. People cannot deceive a person who has an owl totem. Owl people can see into the darkness of others souls. Most owl people are clairvoyant because of this ability. It can be very scary at times. Learn to trust your instincts about people. Let your owl totem guide you.
What’s your animal totem?
I’m pretty sure everyone knows what the third wheel is. If you don’t, google it lol. Have you ever felt like the third wheel? I have felt that way more than once.
For example. My brother wants to go to Six Flags. It will be him, his kids, his girlfriend and her daughter….and then me. Tyler is going to Coco Keys with his friend so he won’t be there. I do want to go to Six Flags, but I think I will sit this one out. It’s just going to be awkward for me.
I’m always that extra person. The oddball. I don’t like that feeling. Is it weird that I feel like a third wheel? *shrugs*
What are you thoughts on this?
I agree with him. I’m speaking based on my own personal experiences. While it hasn’t completely destroyed my outlook on love, it has definitely changed it. Trust. Trusting isn’t that hard for me. Just don’t give me valid reason not to trust you. Security. I’m not even gonna go there.
Talk to me.
Hmm. I’ve been thinking. Is it really possible to have sex and not become emotionally attached?
Looking back at my past, there were times it was just sex and other times it turned into something bigger.
How do you avoid becoming attached? Where do people go wrong when it’s supposed to be no strings attached and it becomes the exact opposite?
So, I moved on March 1st. I really like the house. It’s perfect for my needs and my son loves it.
3:30PM yesterday, I receive a call from my brother that my house was broken into. Of course it happened the day after I asked these ghetto, sorry ass dirty negroes not to stand in front of my house smoking weed.
They stole my son’s money, his Xbox 360, PS3 and a laptop. SMH I’m more upset that items taken belonged to my son. I would rather my stuff be missing.
Good thing is that Karma has been working fast in 2013. They will get theirs. Trust!
It doesn’t matter how many times you explain things. People hear what they want to hear, if they’re listening at all.
This is frustrating. Especially when said person makes you feel like shit, makes you feel like an asshole. This is how I feel right now. I feel like shit.
I am so scarred and damaged from my RECENT past that I may have hurt someone I really enjoyed. Someone that I like. It’s tough. It’s hard for me to let someone in when the last person took my heart and broke it into millions of tiny little pieces. Hurting someone is something that I never wanted to do. I would never want anyone to feel the hurt and pain that I’ve felt and still feel sometimes.
I just wish people really understood where I am right now. All I can do is leave it in HIS hands.
That is all
So, I’ve been doing some thinking since I’ve been single these last few months. I don’t want to sit around wasting my life away lol. I actually want to start dating, but I don’t know where to begin. I don’t think I know how to date.
I’ve thought about making an online dating profile. I’m not going to lie, I’m scared. So many people use the internet to live fake lives. How do you know that it’s real? How safe/dangerous is it?
What are your thoughts on internet dating?
Without even realizing the next day would be his birthday, last night I posted a quote from Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
I have decided to stick with love. Hate is too great a burden to bear.
This quote gives me life! I say this because in the past year, I have been tested many times. In each situation, I chose not to hate the person then and I don’t hate them now. I have no ill feelings toward them. I am now a firm believer of ‘People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.’ With each experience I can determine what that person’s purpose is/was in my life. It’s so much easier that way. LOL!
As far as the quote, hate is too great a burden to bear. Sometimes you have to stop and ask yourself, is this really worth it? I’ve noticed since I have learned to let go of hate, life is way less stressful. You should try it. You will become a better you!
He’s no longer here, but everyday he still makes a difference in someone’s life! Happy Birthday Dr. King!